mayb i will learn from Khalil..
keep quiet..
dun say anithing..
i dun tok to others others wont tok to me..
this is what i observe..
ok lo.. since u want that to be..
it is realli overboard of u to say such a thing..
i hav no idea what happen sia..
got once.. u say me say the teacher lesson boring..
when i nvr even say that..
also dunno y u angry.. suddenly say me
say me what nvr pay attention get such result..
blame teacher..
since when i blame her..
i am like diaox..
end up i duno y i apologise to u.. when u first say me
ok lo.. i dun mind..
but now.. over such a thing.. say i nt dependable..
its like diao..
fine since i nt dependable..
i will learn from others.. sway away from responsibility..
seriously lahz.. i m disappointed..
tot u know me well..
n say i nt dependable..
there is no way i will apologise this time
felt so hurt..
sometimes small words matter..

(as quiet as a mouse now)
as vulnerable as a paper
as weak as a leaf
but i will remain my stand.. i c nth wrong.
when i told u the reason.
ending up u said the word that shldnt be said.

i know i might lose a friend..
but then the word u said hurt me more than losing a friend..
that all i can say..
if that u wanna be.

i may become an outcast.
i noe i will regret..
but aint friends to be trusted?

mayb i am jus invisible to all of u..
a guy who wanna act to stand up in front of your..
i noe.. ppl dislike me..
but one will nvr know the life of a loner?
i m used to it.. BUT I HATE IT!
ever since p2..
being bullied.. (the guy is even in my class now)
how ironic.. but i dun mind..
since he dont bully me now..
p3 p4 p5 p6..
all the way being bullied by ppl..
yea.. but thats the way of life..
sec1 n 2..
still quite ok..
sec 3 n 4..
ok..
but sec4. that backstab incident.. realli make me pissed.
i like my secondary school CCA ppl.. much better..

yea i like attention..
i like ppl to chat with..
i want to be with groups..
i dun wan to be alone..
COX i m sick n tire of it..
home also alone..
but who knows the feeling?

yeay ppl may think this post is out for pity..
i jus wanna voice out what i feel..
the word realli hurt me deep..
this is the first time ever ppl say this word to me..
even ppl who does nt know me well..
wont even say this..
fine.. if i am this type of person in ur view..
let it be..
leave a blackmark on me..
at least i know i got some attention..

thats all..
will tmr be a better day..
nah.. i dun believe it le..
walk one step count one step bahz..

i know after this post.. i may lose friends
but i still decided to post..
sigh.

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