• 11:09 PM, Friday, May 30, 2008

went to pile up all my notes n book
for jc de..
then guess what.. its like 69cm!!
counting like 1 piece of paper like 5cent
1 piece of paper is like 0.2mm
wow.. spent like $172 on paper
of cox not accurate.. so many inaccuracy involved..
haha..
but thats a lot..
some got binding.. some is book..
book more expensive..
nvm..
aniway.. was re-arranging all my papers into subjects agn..
n topics
further divide into tutorial , lecture notes , assignment n revision qns..
only did 1 subj.. phy.
n i took like 1 hr..
imagine doing it for econs which is the tallest of the pile..
haha.. guess i nt doing for econs..
jus going o do for math chem n phy haha..

• 11:05 PM, Thursday, May 29, 2008

blank post =)
didnt i say its blank..
o well.. since u see managed to read it..
then guess its alright..
however i already said its blank post
so no point reading it..
haha wasted 10sec of ur time -_-

its thursday n i havent realli started revising..
what a slow progress i have made.
MUST realli start STUDYING le..
meanwhile finish up tuition work first.. haha..

what a lame post this is.. wasted 5min of my time also..haha..

• 9:00 PM, Wednesday, May 28, 2008

upgrading of lifts are proceeding in my housing area..
ahhh so noisy...
haha.. got the buzzing of machine sound
predict it will only get worst as the holiday proceed on..
lol..
too noisy le.. so went play bowling instead.
=X
sian-ed.
holiday is like passing so fast??
zoom 3days gone le.. all these days need go back sch.
tmr also..
haha.. math statistic test summore..
more like sadistic test..
lol. even math has become a memory chapter..

• 9:06 PM, Monday, May 26, 2008

taking 2 langauge in a day is realli no joke..
so much hardship.. haha.. hav to sustain for a long period of 6hrs!!
chi was like hard?
coming out with so many words seen so foreign to me eh.
gp was realli i dunno what the AQ toking abt..
i completely went blank for AQ
left with 20min..
i was like stun.. think i wrote lots of craps
only realise after the exam..
taking a stand. i take both stand.. haha
duno what am i thinking..
hmm tmr whole day phy..
wed is econs
thurs is math..
wahaha.. holiday not like holiday. lol.
stressed up..
i havent done phy paper 2 n 3 for tmr lecture
n the xtra lesson after the phy paper..
wah.. doubt i can do much..
prepared to get scolding.. =X
so much for studying chi when the paper is so hard.
haha..
o well afterall its over!

• 11:12 PM, Friday, May 23, 2008

weather was sooooooo hot.. even at night
sian lo. always at 31.5degree..
ahhhhh... getting sick soon..
todae had the college day
tot it would be boring
but not so..
unexpectly it was still ok..
much better than the CNY celebration x10
haha..
4.15pm assemble
4.30 go up hall
5pm start
VIP nt here
got 3 performance..
then followed by video ( hmm a lot to write for gp eh? )
then wait for a while.. VIP come
listen to principal speech
the school got new things agn..
but everything is to the NMA =X
then VIP speech..
it was like WOW..
saw a girl in mid j1
last day of j2 then know her
then tgt 10yrs
then wife n husband
then good job.. change to politics
have the YOG
cool..
then was ppl getting prizes..
then was a speech , photo video, college song..
then opening ceromony of the new thing(dunno how to type)
but only to teachers n guest n guest of honour.. haha...
hopefully will get our chance in term 3
hmm term2 ended
YEAY!! ITS holiday..
but nt a good one..
it will be known as a mugging "camp"
haha..
*find ppl to mug in library / changi airport*

nxt mon retaking chi..
wah.. 6mnth nvr practice le..
(at least still got read chi words)
haha.. writing eh.. veri rarely..
hope dun feel weird on mon..
nid to chiong chi for todae, tmr n sunday..
for recap on the topics n exam format.
kinda forget le.. haha..
so slack =X

target for prelim..
i dun wan much.
jus
all 3h2 min E
h1econs S
h1 gp C
that all..

results reali nt gd..
mus realli WORK HARD ,,
but like i always say
the biggest obstacle is the motivation..
hopefully can press on till nov.
dec is what i call life =)
no doubt it will get bored halfway thru.. ( too sianed .. nth to do. )
till then..
now concentrate on studies..
hopefully can make it to the University. =P
(ambitous ain't I)
this is the only choice out of no choice.. hehe.

• 8:51 PM, Wednesday, May 21, 2008

cant wait for holiday!!
a few more days + a one more week
then holiday le..
need to mug.. =)
at least better than long sch hour..
driving me crazy..
hmm..
shortcut is nt always the best route.
soon need to take a lvl mtl agn
haha..so long nvr practice le..

jyjy..

• 9:37 PM, Monday, May 19, 2008

got this uneasy feeling..
like 4get to do something.. =X

• 9:24 PM, Thursday, May 15, 2008

mayb i will learn from Khalil..
keep quiet..
dun say anithing..
i dun tok to others others wont tok to me..
this is what i observe..
ok lo.. since u want that to be..
it is realli overboard of u to say such a thing..
i hav no idea what happen sia..
got once.. u say me say the teacher lesson boring..
when i nvr even say that..
also dunno y u angry.. suddenly say me
say me what nvr pay attention get such result..
blame teacher..
since when i blame her..
i am like diaox..
end up i duno y i apologise to u.. when u first say me
ok lo.. i dun mind..
but now.. over such a thing.. say i nt dependable..
its like diao..
fine since i nt dependable..
i will learn from others.. sway away from responsibility..
seriously lahz.. i m disappointed..
tot u know me well..
n say i nt dependable..
there is no way i will apologise this time
felt so hurt..
sometimes small words matter..

(as quiet as a mouse now)
as vulnerable as a paper
as weak as a leaf
but i will remain my stand.. i c nth wrong.
when i told u the reason.
ending up u said the word that shldnt be said.

i know i might lose a friend..
but then the word u said hurt me more than losing a friend..
that all i can say..
if that u wanna be.

i may become an outcast.
i noe i will regret..
but aint friends to be trusted?

mayb i am jus invisible to all of u..
a guy who wanna act to stand up in front of your..
i noe.. ppl dislike me..
but one will nvr know the life of a loner?
i m used to it.. BUT I HATE IT!
ever since p2..
being bullied.. (the guy is even in my class now)
how ironic.. but i dun mind..
since he dont bully me now..
p3 p4 p5 p6..
all the way being bullied by ppl..
yea.. but thats the way of life..
sec1 n 2..
still quite ok..
sec 3 n 4..
ok..
but sec4. that backstab incident.. realli make me pissed.
i like my secondary school CCA ppl.. much better..

yea i like attention..
i like ppl to chat with..
i want to be with groups..
i dun wan to be alone..
COX i m sick n tire of it..
home also alone..
but who knows the feeling?

yeay ppl may think this post is out for pity..
i jus wanna voice out what i feel..
the word realli hurt me deep..
this is the first time ever ppl say this word to me..
even ppl who does nt know me well..
wont even say this..
fine.. if i am this type of person in ur view..
let it be..
leave a blackmark on me..
at least i know i got some attention..

thats all..
will tmr be a better day..
nah.. i dun believe it le..
walk one step count one step bahz..

i know after this post.. i may lose friends
but i still decided to post..
sigh.

• 7:58 PM, Wednesday, May 14, 2008

does anyone understand me??
=X

• 10:30 PM, Tuesday, May 13, 2008

hah jus eaten durian..
omg.. this time round de its sooooooo nice...!!
best ever eaten.. but so sad sooo full..
8.30pm then finish dinner..
10pm got durian to eat..
eat the first few nt that good..
when packing the rest.. its like..
so tempt to take one..
jus take one.. then that one was "heavenly"
haha..
nice nice..
so swt de
then too full to take one more..
take one more think can vomit..
im that full..
hmm think shld be worth it..
5+1durian $100
heard from my dad.. hehe..

sry to those who dun like .. i cant help it..
=P

• 10:41 PM, Monday, May 12, 2008

sch releases so late!!
its like.. kinda of sianed..
still like the 1st mnth of JC2
release early.. can do what u want..
now go home cant even study..
too tire to study. haha.
wah.. faster faster prelim over.. then condense timetable..
early end.. ( hope then no xtra lesson in the afternoon)
if nt realli sian 1/2
haha..
tmr 5.40pm then release..
sian lo..
haha.. todae xtra lecture.. its like..
totally brain dead? whats go in come out..
haha..
like the law of gravity.. what go up must come down..
lol.
hmm stressful sia..
need study n study..
haha mayb june holiday.. go library study..
(need find ppl)
lol. like o lvl..
(no doubt wont study much)
at least wont be affected by the lift construction..
guess it gonna be loud during the june holidays.
lol..
I still hav yet to go to the E!hub..
been saying it for so long.. still havent go.
haha.. ppl say there for little kids leisure de?
dunno lehz..
nxt time got chalet good..
got midnight movie, pool and bowling..
haha.. ppl say the lane there nt bad.. hmm
tempting sia..
lol. sian so late le.. havent finish organic chem revision worksheet..
so many to learn de lo.. the organic chapter..
sigh.. y mus the syllabus be so much..
haha.. y cannot like last time de..
y come out with H1 n H2
make me take constrasting subject..
hha.. dunno gd o bad.
last yr result dun look appealing..
now the pressure is high..
haha if last yr result good..
pressure high --> to get better result
since last yr result nt good..
pressure also high --> need to do better.. surpass..
its like.. a double edge sword..
either way also is pressure..
haha..
PV=NRT
pressure of studies X volume of the brain = number of moles of brain particle X 8.31 X the temperature rised by the teacher
volume of the brain is of a certain capacity..
as the temperature rised by teacher is high..
keeping the number of mole n vol constant.
it will result in a rise in the pressure of studies..
since vol is of a certain capacity..
when the pressure exceed the vol.. will result in a more than proportionate change in volume..
thus cannot hold n then boom explode..

LoL lame -_-
nt even according to the formula..
nvm.
pls hor.. this is nt the real meaning of the eqn hor..
hah dun blame me... i got give warning le..
lol.

lame.. cont with organic chem revision worksheet le..

• 11:26 PM, Saturday, May 10, 2008

lalala.. went grandma hse..
hmm mother day celebration..
all my aunt there cooking..
LoL.. still normal..
tmr morning need wake up early..
tuition.. haha from 7pm change to 9.30am
cool rite..
hope can wake up. haha
still rmb got once preparation for competition
meet at 8am do de...
end up i slept till 11am
haha rush there alr 12noon.
hyper late lol.

• 10:08 PM, Wednesday, May 07, 2008

bored n lonely

• 12:04 AM, Tuesday, May 06, 2008

its been quite some time since i last blogged
haha blogging in the morning ...
early hor.. now 12.05am..
hmm was doing the GP project
Aztec.. haha.. know quite a handful of things le..
ahhh... scare later i fell asleep during lesson agn lo.
i wonder how ppl SLP SO LATE still can stay AWAKE in lessons
PRO!
teach me!! i wanna learn..
(seem kinda impossible)
yawn.. getting sleepy here..
later still got dunno what math test..
on approximation? to binom possion..
aiya.. blur blur de..
half pail of water go in agn..
hmm how to get a full pail of water?
its like i wanna revise for prelim 1 le..
but revise a bit..
then like stone there. haha..
need to catch up on work le..
working half as hard as i wanted to.
prelim 1 if all pass i happy le..
haha a lvl i only aim for H2 all B
H1 all A..
isit possible?
sigh. 2yrs in JC nia.
shortcut is always hardest to take
got poly shld hav chose it.. haha..
but no use.. jus cont on in JC..
haha dun wanna waste more time to backtrack..
soooo... need work hard..
help!! someone help me in studies..
think june holiday need find ppl accompany everyday go library study.
LoL..
at home n outside both no incentive to study.. so..
haha..
aiya. dunno what i crapping about.
sign off le..
going slp le.. o else tmr will c attack of the panda =)
haha..

• 4:31 PM, Thursday, May 01, 2008

kinda of sianz with a lot things..
=X
just wanna be carefree sia..
haha.
its like people being left out..
let it be bahz..
nt going to care anymore..