• 7:54 PM, Thursday, September 29, 2005

hmm..testing...
is there sumthin wrong bout blogspot?
nvm..

haiis..
life is more n more stressful..
creating more trouble for myself only..
haiis...
everyday is like so many hmwk..
past year EOY exam paper give us to do..
wah..
how to complete..
i dun care so much..
slowly do bahx..

been 13 days le..
sianx..
NO MORE OBS FORM..
haiis..
shld not hav given up the chance ...
something gone will nvr come back.. no matter how u hope for..
exam startin next week..
still havent started revising..
keep doing hmwk..
haha also havent touch on TYS..
hmm...
sec 3 beginning of year is like teacher also so slacky..
now..
all chiong like dunno what..
no time to catch for a breath lidat..
its like they r pushing us to the limit lor..
we r not professional..
how do u expect us to finish so many hmwk in one day..
so much complaining also no use..
things will nvr change once it happen..
dunno wan to chiong for this EOY o not..
cox not so in a mood to study..
sianx..
tmr...
got two ssp
^.-
how to survive haha...
sec 4 more worst..
glad to be in sec 3..
got so many opportunity to do things..
but i give up on most..
lame horx..
aiya... things past le..
think also no use..

guess i ending here...
chiong finish hmwk first bahx..
jus wan to say one thing
GOOD LUCK TO ALL 4 YOUR EOY!!!

• 11:07 PM, Saturday, September 24, 2005

yea...
fail bio agn..
totally hopeless liao...
dun feel like studying lor..
bio got what test, i fail what..
pro ritex..
haiis..
even easy test also can fail..
realli no mood..
8days le...

• 10:25 PM, Friday, September 23, 2005

haiis...
didnt noe if i realli make the right choice of not going OBS
kinda of regret it..
going OBS got pro n cons..
pros :
learn to survive (crap lahx)
skip lesson ^^
make more friends
cons :
veri de ma fan...still mus do checkup
no friends i noe going :(

the reason i skipping it...
1) avoidance...

AIYA ALL THESE R JUS EXCUSES!!
haiis...
miss a opportunity :(
dunno lahx..

jus hate makin DECISION at the last moment..
need time to think mahx...
y wan me make a decision by todae..
like in 5min...
so hasty...

~LiFe SuX~
end...

• 4:15 PM, Wednesday, September 21, 2005

A SHOUT OUT TO ALL!!!!!
(CTRL+A to C)

STOP DISTURBING HER!!
YA...I LIKE HER SO!!
WANT TO DISTURB DISTURB ME!
LEAVE HER ALONE!!
UNDERSTAND!
I GOT ENOUGH OF ALL THESE NONSENSE!!
N
ANYWAY SHE DUN LIKE ME..
SO JUS STOP SAYING ALL THIS THINGY..

• 11:22 PM, Saturday, September 17, 2005

haiis....
realli regret..
that what i can say..
i rather to keep on guessin
rather than knowing the ans..
y am i such a failure..
am i realli happy with the ans..
"yea..can concentrate on study"
that jus a stupid lame excuse made by me..
doubt i can realli concentrate..
dwelling abt the past..

"born as a failure, live as a failure, die as a failure"
haiis...
i dun want this to happen..
but its like the word failure is imprinted on me..
there no way i can get rid of it..
...
keep thinking abt all these todae..
no mood to do anything..
putting on a stupid happi mood in front of ppl..
no choice..
n btw do i hav a choice?
haiis..
y...
its jus a stupid move i take..
jus some words..
can change some1 life..

final conclusion :
I AM A FAILURE + LONER!!

• 7:49 PM, Wednesday, September 14, 2005

...
dunno what shld i do..
...
made a remote control
lame lahx..
but interestingly still work..
but dun think in the end need to use...
change of plan
till dunno what
...

• 7:54 PM, Tuesday, September 13, 2005

sianx lahx... physic fail
cant believe it..
fail by two mark
so surprise..
thought will do veri badly
such a conincidence..
chem n physic both 13mrk(y this number)
haha
all becox of some silly mistake..
actually almost chase up with ppl
then this two subject actually fail
wah..
bio test... think of it..
sianx le..
y everyone say bio ez...
n i kept failing...
(Except for the nkf one)
lame...
sat still need to go sch at 8.30am
then 7pm still need to go agn..
dun feel like going home ..
sianx..
shld start mugging for exam??
i still dunno what i doing...
y keep wanting to avoid haiis..

• 8:04 PM, Monday, September 12, 2005

sianx lahx
so surprise actually fail my chem
cox nvr realli go study..
45min? think less than that..
todae a math lesson was so sianx..
1hr30min of boredom..
n a record breaking day...
more than 10 slp in class..
not including me..
cox no mood to slp
then
go nkf ..
no comment bout that trip..
cox keep falling asleep during the lecture..
damn tire..
think bout 1.30am then slp..
5.30am wake up
..
but wonder y...
slp wake up... slp wake up still at same slide..
tok so long mehx...
then come back..
sianx raining..
from sch walk to 135 bus stop not much rain so didnt care so much
jus use my file..
then go amk
then rain realli start pouring..
no choice but to take out umbrella..
jus to cross the road..
traffic light..
then walk till half traffic light turn red
n the car way turn green..
i hav to stop in the middle..
then i was so shocked lor..
y would car stop..
then i stand there blur blur..
then the driver symbol me to cross..
wah.. first time met this kind of ppl
then cross lor..
but what i hate is...
the RAIN STOP!!!
when i board the mrt..
that is abt 5more min..
wah.....
shld hav jus waited...
haiis...

• 2:56 PM, Sunday, September 11, 2005

haiis...
lost a pen agn...
n somemore at home lor
morning still c the pen there..
now it disappear..
haiis...
things arent going the way that i want..
dun understand y a pen can be lost at home..
pathetic lahx..

no mood to do hmwk..
wonder can finish all by todae..

• 2:47 PM,

...
still left quite a number of hmwk
sianx..
holiday is completely burn up lorx..
no time to do hmwk
jus like the march holiday..
at least sept holiday is better
with lesser hmwk as compare to march one..
haha still rmb march holiday..
one day chiong finish abt 10+ hmwk
that is bit of crazy...
sianx...
todae mus chiong hmwk
now is at a rate of abt 1hmwk per hour..
haha...
cox 1/2 play 1/2 do hmwk mahx..
...
haiis...
...
..
.

• 8:39 PM, Saturday, September 10, 2005

haiis...
jus wanna keep haiis- ing..

• 8:04 PM,

y so many ppl sick?
hope they get well soon...
esp ...

• 6:51 PM,

it seem like no one understand what i think..
it seem like i am alone all the way..
with little support..
haiis..
ya ya ya
what your say is always correct..
cant i hav my own stand?

• 6:49 PM,

haiis...
realli no mood..
dun feel like sayin anithing..

• 12:43 AM,

haiis...
no mood...
dun feel like slping...
sianz...

• 3:45 PM, Friday, September 09, 2005

haiis...
~life is nvr fair~
that is one reason
what i hate bout life..
gots lots of reason more...

sianx.. morning wake up
sick...
havin a little flu..
then go sch
7.45am leave home..
then reach amk..
cannot stand it
go buy mint sweet..
haha..
at least stop the sneezing
till sch..
guess what..
no more flu..
lame..
then sec 1 only 2 turn up..
sec 3 only 3 turn up..
do the sumo bot...
(secret cannot say how we built)
haha..
then go home..
sianx lorx..
hope tmr can win..
jus can say..
mission bot = sumo bot

yawn...
feelin a bit of sick...
haiis

• 7:40 PM, Thursday, September 08, 2005

hmm...
3e2 is so un-united
haha..
discussing this topic
with my friends
during history lesson
found out that..
my class is split up to like 10 different grps
haha...
funni sia..
think more than 10 grp..
hmm..
y 3e2 no gathering one..
so weird hahax..
hmm think our class can win an award
the most ununited class
everyone does their own things..
sianx...

todae go make IC..
after the hist ssp..
wah..
borin sia..
waitin for the passport size photo to be taken..

such a borin day..
hav to chiong abit on hmwk le..

• 7:32 PM, Wednesday, September 07, 2005

sorry..
flopping the competition
haiis

• 6:26 PM,

haiis...
todae realli a bad day..
y...
i flop till so much..
haiis...
realli no mood..
-50 points for nth lidat..
sianx lahx..
if this 50 points secure ...
sure top one..
haiis..
then the base 2 to 2-1
haiis..
robot turn too much..
then stuck at stair..
time left 1min 30sec..
enough time one lor
for another 70 points...
HAIIS!!!
i am a failure sia..
failure..
no confidence in myself all the time..
haiis..
y!
someone pls tell mi y..
sometime so lucky... sometime so unlucky..
when i need the luck
but luck dun come
haiis..
going to add on to this sentence..
sadness can only blame yourself..
but blaming yourself make u more depress!

• 7:24 PM, Tuesday, September 06, 2005

reach sch at 9am..
do the robotics agn..
the final base only..
then dun care le..
tmr mus reach sch at 7.10am
mus wake up early agn..
todae trial run mission 1..
dunno y..
the cup dun seem to get in..
sometime can sometime cannot..
wah..
veri no confidence tmr..
hope can clear all..
haiis..
then the collect yellow block..
cant seem to hit the 3/6 one...
tmr hope dun roll 3 or 6 at all...

no confidence to do things..
tmr dunno how
jus pray that everything work up fine..

• 9:47 PM, Monday, September 05, 2005

haiis...
y everyone is kinda of busii??
busii playin game..
much more is those game i play till sianx liao
dun wanna play liao
haha..
almost everytime lidat one...
dunno y..
there is a lot of things i dunno y..
i can only jus say i dun like the way how life is..
living in a lonely world...
that what i can say..
n i am SICK of it le..
...zZzzZ

• 9:40 PM,

yawn..
so tire..
play game can also play till doze off a while
haha..
currently finding game that is lamer than maple..
hmm..
feelin kinda of dumb..
yawn..
sumtimes i feel that things are so near n yet so far..
when u think u r reachin it..
but in actual fact you r not..
sianx sia..
goin to slp soon..
(so early)
haha..
bought e game prepaid card..
lame sia..
playin p2p game
jus 4 the holiday..
hmm..
zZZzzz

• 12:02 AM, Sunday, September 04, 2005

reach home 1 hr ago..
whole person sianx diaox
boring class gathering haha..
from 5pm
i reach there at 4.45pm
at wait stupidly wait for 1hr..
SO MANY PPL LATE!
then go eat seoul garden
sianx lahx the food there..
then pay money to go in.
so ex!!
$20++ each person..
then go there.. sit for 2hrs..
cannot say eat for 2hr..
haha..
chat for 2hrs..
dunno y they got so much to chat..
then listen to them chat lor..
got nth much to tok abt..
then go friend house there play pool
wait for the 856 for like 20 min..
then board the bus..
then sitting on the bus for like 20++ min..
left one stop to his house..
the best thing is..
the bus break down..
then no choice walk to his house..
then reach his house already 9 ++
watch them play pool..
sianx lahx.. 10.30pm mus reach home..
didnt care that much anyway..
i 10.20 leave..
then take bus back to home..
that end of the day..
so tire..
yawn..

• 1:30 PM, Saturday, September 03, 2005

later going out...
to causeway point for
pri sch class gatherin...
sianx lehx..

i so bo liao...
playin the o2jam
lolx...
so long nvr play le..
the songs change alot sia..

• 7:24 PM, Thursday, September 01, 2005

pathetic day...
went for bowling at 10am..
sianx lahx
play two lane..
play 4 game..
use so much powder..
till everyone hand all white white..
haha..
so smooth now..
-.-
first game : 106 (think win this round or lose to cheng zhong)
2nd game : 100 ( lose lahx... so low..)
3rd game : 146 ( win lahx.. sianx 8 more point to break record )
4th game : 99 ( actually win one.. but dunno y the last frame got so little )

the 3rd game realli pathetic...
y suddenly call someone name
then me kana affected.. lost concentration lolx
then 4th game all no str le..
so funni..
got one person keep on getting 9.. for dunno how many time..
then some also follow getting 9
hmm...
me at first all ZERO
cox of the 3rd game lahx..
sianx..

then actually thinking of go watch movie..
go plaza singapore..
then like no movie lidat..
so nvr watch
eat le
go play archade..
then dunno y can play till 2hr..
siao one.. $22
then go home lorx...

tmr sure hand pain one...
using a 10 pound bowling ball...
wah..

got nth to say...