• 11:31 PM, Saturday, December 16, 2006
hmm... got a lot to say...but some i realli rather keep it inside
haiis...
after so much assurance... then came BANG
WTF lahz...
realli cannot take it... =(
a tmr is nt a day to look forward
ya ya i m pessismitic but what can i do?
even if i wan to change my pt of view...
but the fact is there proving that it is nt forward looking...
SIANZ lahz...
this problem alr exist during march
its like Y m i such an idiot
N
idiot IS spelt as I-D-I-O-T
n thats me...
Y i SO stupid ...
the 3 words REALLI KILL!!
n sum more during O lvl
WTF realli lor
realli hav to ask lahz...
xi huan yi ge ren you cuo ma?
i realli cant take it ...
this is what i think during o lvl :
1) the sum1 who is scare of me will start to avoid me lahz
2) then if that the case... of coz i will be hurt lahz
3) rather than being avoided , i will personally avoid the person
4) coz i realli dun wan ppl to be scare of me o whatever...
5) either way... I m feeling the worse lor...
coz both way is nt a way...
then it came lahz... the assurance of no avoidance or anithing
but what the use... the scar will still be there in both person
yea yea what i say is all crap to you...
but what can i do or say?
sumtime realli felt so neglected
Y can the 3 words being blurted out...
if nt all these wont happen
=(
it is realli a big "bang" ...
one more thing to say...
TIME WONT EVER HEAL...
the scar n the impression will always be there
its nt so easy to 4get...
but it is so easy to rmb
that all i can say bahz
life realli sux loads...