• 11:31 PM, Saturday, December 16, 2006
hmm... got a lot to say...but some i realli rather keep it inside
haiis...
after so much assurance... then came BANG
WTF lahz...
realli cannot take it... =(
a tmr is nt a day to look forward
ya ya i m pessismitic but what can i do?
even if i wan to change my pt of view...
but the fact is there proving that it is nt forward looking...
SIANZ lahz...
this problem alr exist during march
its like Y m i such an idiot
N
idiot IS spelt as I-D-I-O-T
n thats me...
Y i SO stupid ...
the 3 words REALLI KILL!!
n sum more during O lvl
WTF realli lor
realli hav to ask lahz...
xi huan yi ge ren you cuo ma?
i realli cant take it ...
this is what i think during o lvl :
1) the sum1 who is scare of me will start to avoid me lahz
2) then if that the case... of coz i will be hurt lahz
3) rather than being avoided , i will personally avoid the person
4) coz i realli dun wan ppl to be scare of me o whatever...
5) either way... I m feeling the worse lor...
coz both way is nt a way...
then it came lahz... the assurance of no avoidance or anithing
but what the use... the scar will still be there in both person
yea yea what i say is all crap to you...
but what can i do or say?
sumtime realli felt so neglected
Y can the 3 words being blurted out...
if nt all these wont happen
=(
it is realli a big "bang" ...
one more thing to say...
TIME WONT EVER HEAL...
the scar n the impression will always be there
its nt so easy to 4get...
but it is so easy to rmb
that all i can say bahz
life realli sux loads...
• 5:16 PM, Tuesday, December 05, 2006
realli dunno what to blog abt =X...
finding sth realli funni
y ppl ask me whose my gf
when i didnt hav 1 ?
-____-
anyway i starting work on 11dec
hmm...
actually is earlier de lor... but cannot
haiis......
weekend hav to work too i think...
3 more week to end of holiday le...
thurs going m'sia will be back on sun
ard 9.30PM arrive at sg
reach home 11??
prepare everything then slp 2am lidat?
later still hav to work
wow... what a time slot
haha...
now its raining... so sianz...
raining still so warm...
zZzzz dunno what crap i toking...
realli nth to blog abt =X
~sianz