• 12:35 AM, Wednesday, October 19, 2005
haiis...realli dunno what to say..
i realli sianz diaoz...
todae attended 3 talk...
sianz that what i can say..
i am there slacking in the control room..
listening to the talk..(like i care so much)
haiis...
the talk on IP quite ok..
also nvr realli listen..
i felt so left out..
i realli dunno what to do?
i dun wan the rest of one year also like now..
(cold war)
haiis..
everything i do.. didnt serve a purpose at all..
i know nothing at all...
nvr felt the world is so cold b4..
life is realli harsh against me..
what shld i do?
i got no solution...
life is full with ups n downs...
ya..
but y keep downs...
sianz...
i hope it does not continue on...
realli regret what i say..
sometimes to save trouble..
things keep to oneself is the best..
been like one mnth le..still cannot get over..
hmm...
i learnt that..
erm ( -.^) what am i going to say.. haha..
lame!
been toking to myself...
i realli shldnt want to know the ans...
hope i can be back to my formal self by nxt year..
but hard lor..
now the only thing i can do is jus
drink down my sorrows...
(using water) haha
no money for beer ( anyway underage)
its like a torture now ...
if i know that.. i rather not say anithing..
i jus dun wan to say anymore..
-T-O-R-T-U-R-E- sia...



