haiis...
when can i snap out of this?
jus hate myself n my my life...
cant i jus have my dream come true
the more i hope for
the least it will come true..
haiis..
life jus is sickening for me..
hope i can cheer up...
sianx lahx..
life just suck
ppl say life dont suck, its just how u look at it...
i doubt so...
i think i am a failure in life...
haiis...
hate putting on a fake smile in front of friends..
mayb i think too much liao
too high expectation of my life?
sometime i jus dun wanna know abt things..
jus wanna advoid life..
everything will eventually come to an end..
its jus how long will it...
living in a place of darkness or in a place full with lights
which will u choose?
haiis...
i always been living in a place of darkness
fearing of this n that...
still need to figure out my own path..
everything is so dark..
jus wish there is some light in my path
to guide me along..
i dun even noe what i toking abt
sometimes jus wanna to be left out
sometimes jus wanna to be with friends
been living in this world of darkness for 14 years
y cant there jus be some light?
been walking on my own for 14 yrs
base on my instinct...
living in a world that believe that i will fail...
mayb i am jus a failure in life
(trying to control my emotion)
haiis...
realli hav no mood...
pri sch always kana bullied...
secondary school always kana got cursed
do i realli make a difference to any one if i doesnt exist
haiis...
jus wanna be carefree...
nth to worry or think abt
nvr hav a dream come true in my life...
jus wanna snap out of the world of darkness
can someone wake me up from this world?
i realli hav no idea what to do
everything in front of me is so dark...
one wrong step can matter alot
haiis...
keep stepping on wrong step
either there is a hole or there is something blocking
jus wanna break free of this dark world...
wonder y keep stepping on wrong steps
am i that unlucky...
all memories i rmb are all bad
jus cant rmb anithing that are happy
do i make a difference to anithing or anyone?
everything jus like crashing down on me
y cant i jus forget everything n jus carry on with life?
y cant someone jus stab me to kill me?
y cant someone jus guide me along?
y cant i jus die?
y cant i jus get out of this world?
Y?
realli jealous with those who had great friends
friends who care for them
i cant say my friends dun care for me
its jus that...
i am not worth to be cared for..
am i ??
feelin so dead n lifeless...
so many things cant be explain..
haiis...
mayb i jus think too much bahx...
if i know life is like this..
i rather not to be born...
think i jus carry on living since i am on this world...
mayb can break world record :
who have the worst life...
not funni kz ...
haiis...
feelin much better after saying all these..
jus hope for a better TML!
n dreams will come true...

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